{"id":114,"date":"2022-11-09T09:38:17","date_gmt":"2022-11-09T08:38:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/busta.gvn.cz\/?p=114"},"modified":"2022-11-29T08:54:23","modified_gmt":"2022-11-29T07:54:23","slug":"four-years","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/busta.gvn.cz\/?p=114","title":{"rendered":"Four years&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre><span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">four years have gone by,\u00a0<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">ticking away, <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">the holy Clock - <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">ticking, ticking\u00a0 <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\"><i>michelle! oh michelle!<\/i> <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\"><i>we\u2019re tired of singing the same melody.\u00a0<\/i> <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\"><i>oh, michelle. what a great sorrow, michelle.<\/i> <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">four years, under the same roof that keeps leaking. <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">oh this pit i\u2019m in!<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">darkness, darkness - <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">darkness without a lantern! <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">oh Clock, oh Clock - <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">stop ticking <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">i didn\u2019t think i\u2019d be bringing this darkness into adulthood with me! <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">i thought i\u2019d run out of blood sooner than that, <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">i thought i\u2019d be dead by now. <\/span>\r\n \r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">things changed, things stayed the same - <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">i\u2019m not scared to die,\u00a0 <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">i have nothing to live for. <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">you\u2019d think i would feel ashamed, you\u2019d think that i would feel selfish - <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">i do not. there is not a single shameful bone in my body, not a single selfish thought flowing through my head. <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">i might be ashamed of how my legs are so weirdly shaped, <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">or how my eyes shut themselves automatically when i want to be unseen <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">but oh, i wouldn\u2019t be ashamed for bleeding this holy blood and crying oceans. <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">i wouldn\u2019t be ashamed for tapping my foot when i hear my favorite song on the radio, <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">even if the song was about suicide.\u00a0<\/span>\r\n\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">we\u2019ve come far,\u00a0 <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">far far away from the river that birthed us - <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">from the river that drowned us. <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">four years, <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">seasons changing, going by - <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">colored leaves falling around my head and i stare upward - <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">oh autumn, what a victory - i no longer stare at my feet when i walk <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">O God, what a victory! <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">oh God, my first thought after waking up is not about death -\u00a0 <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">oh, what a victorious day it is. <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">lovely, lovely. <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">what a lovely day, dear autumn. <\/span>\r\n\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">four years, <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">each day a different rainstorm - <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">oh, but i taught myself how to love rainstorms. <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">and friends came and went away\u00a0 <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">again and again,\u00a0<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">until i am here all alone, but i don\u2019t mind - <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">friends came and went, <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">oh they thought i\u2019d stay the same\u00a0 <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">no, no. no, friend, i won\u2019t. i wouldn\u2019t.\u00a0 <\/span>\r\n\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">four years and rivers of blood bled <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">oh! yes, dear, i suffer. i suffer greatly. <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">but suffering no longer scares me. <\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Georgia, Palatino;\">it comes and it goes, just like everything else - 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